The tides turn as the moon shifts
My sight transforms as perception changes
A mirror shattered in a million pieces is how I feel
Lost and broken
Lost and broken
Heaviness fills my body
Like a rock
Like a bag of sand
A debilitating darkness
It overwhelms and crushes
Sucks peace and joy
Meaning and purpose foreign and maybe even only an illusion
I don’t understand why it happened this way
I just don’t understand how it came to be
You are happy, but my soul weeps with grief so deep and shameful
Why did I let you go?
What did I do?
Why was I so misguided, only to realize the deception too late?
How do I go on?
The sun has gone out
I am left in darkness
Why did I run away? I don’t know.
I love you, and realize I did before, but I didn’t know how to show it or handle it, it was more than I knew.
I’m struggling to let go…