Finding my way through the darkness,
Wandering through the woods like I’m lost,
Calling your name, I cannot see you,
But I believe that you’re there…
Take me now,
lift my heart,
bring me to,
the place I feel home…
home… home…
I can’t believe,
All that has passed,
Surreal like a dream,
The contrasts I’ve seen,
Just like a pill
Can make my world real
Amongst all the thrills
Of the bittersweet weeds
Take me now, lift my heart,
Tell me that I’ll be alright,
Take me home, to my soul, hold me, never let me go…
It’s just like before,
when I slammed the door,
in the angst of my miserable darkness.
I came back to find,
The missing piece of my being,
that I thought I had to find outside of me,
was a part of me all along…
Just buried so deep in the corners of my self-forgetting mind…
Take me now,
lift my heart,
bring me to,
the place I feel home…
home… home…
I thought I wanted what I didn’t have,
but it turned out I had only locked it away in my self-hating rage,
and pushed it down like it was meaningless and ugly…
But what my soul craved was release and the truth, that could only be found through loving myself. Finding out, I’m enough and unique, I have nothing to hide, lose or fear…. Just life to gain, through all of the pain and the rain of my tears that heal as they flow. Flow they do, like a river that’s broken, abandoned and unashamed they release my tension… Strength finds me and brings me to my knees, and back to myself, with a love so constant and deep.
Build me once again,
from within this sacred temple,
that is only full of love,
and not sin,
Because love is who I am…
Take me now, lift my heart,
Tell me that I’ll be alright,
Take me home, to my soul, hold me, never let me go…