Musings

Intuitive Epiphanies…

I think the irrational fantasy is fading. Reality is setting in – in a good, wise and practical way.  The rose coloured glasses would surely only lead me down a rabbit hole of false hope, and that would lead to major disappointment, and most likely despair and regret at my foolish blindness.  The experience was …

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What is the lense of your minds eye?…

The days fly by like a meteorite – are they fast or are they slow?  It all depends on how you look, how you see.  The life we live is truly fleeting, yet it stretches out, like an accordion, it’s always changing, backwards and forwards, stretching and compressed…  it’s subjective, open to interpretation.  Failure to …

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Self-Awareness… a Doorway to Freedom…

Releasing blockages from past traumas, setting them free.  Learning to observe objectively rather than reacting, being defensive or taking things personally.  Realizing we all have different archetypes, modes, moods, programming, problems, personalities, boundaries, values and upbringing.  Don Riuz reminds me to not take anything personally. Sometimes easier said than done, but ultimately very good advice …

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As you awaken…

As I awake each day, before I open my eyes, l let my imagination soar with life and positivity. The colours swirl, the images emerge…  My body mind and soul in unison becomes like a school of a thousand slippery, shimmering fish, each individual but all in harmony, connected and gracefully flowing together, one or …

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Misguided and Confused…

The tides turn as the moon shifts  My sight transforms as perception changes  A mirror shattered in a million pieces is how I feel  Lost and broken  Lost and broken  Heaviness fills my body Like a rock Like a bag of sand A debilitating darkness  It overwhelms and crushes  Sucks peace and joy  Meaning and …

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Spiral…

Melancholy madness, the music of my dreams….  Take me down that spiral, transcend me through the sphere where I am outside time…  Standing in awe of great visions – swirling colours and intrinsic emotion, inseparable from the conscience I behold… A star light years away is my home outside reality..  Take me there, on a …

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This Strange… Weird… Life…

I haven’t been eating enough lately… 😕, only the last week since I moved house, I’ll be back to it soon.. I like food 🍰.  Sometimes I hate this world, just wish I didn’t have to be here..  I know that’s quite negative, I don’t always feel like that, but just saying… reality can be …