What is real? What do I feel?
On this earth, in this place, craziness all around…
On the outside looking in, sometimes it’s nicer to be this way – unattached but observing and demystifying the unknown of humanity…
Not sure what I want, but knowing I want an exciting, dramatically enthralling life of art and beauty – in every facet. A self made construct of magical mysticism…
It’s all about who a person is – the energy they bring to their space, and the dynamic impact they have on their surroundings.
What’s better? To be in the action living the moment but not getting a depth of character or perspective, or to feel ostracised but gain understanding, knowledge and a finely sculpted soul?
When in the heat of chaos and turmoil, when jagged pieces of a jigsaw are not harmoniously fitting together – but rather causing friction and damage – the obvious thing seems to be to run to greener pastures….
Yet in all the pain, frustration – headache of it all, an awareness of what exists, allows empathy to be broadened in the realm of the mind, to be a more holistic person that shines with all the facets of a mesmerising gemstone…
(July 2014)